May 14: Note

[kinetic_elaboration]

Feeling depressed. An exacerbating factor on this is that I feel like tomorrow is going to be worse. I don’t have anywhere really to move this stuff I should be doing so I have to do it tomorrow and I think it’s just going to be miserable. And I sort of hate myself for it.

I guess I just have to see tomorrow as long and terrible and then afterward it will get a little easier.

Yeah. I don’t have anything else to say. I’m giving up, taking a shower, and going to bed.