May 7: Another Short Note

[kinetic_elaboration]

Aaaaaah screaming incoherently. I wasn't dead tired when I got back from work but I also knew I was objectively tired, in part because my thoughts had been around and about all day, so I took a nap. And then it turned into a long nap. So another short note and delay in writing for me. I'm trying not to be frustrated or upset with myself. Something something can't burn the candle at both ends. But it's still like... a little overwhelming because there's so much to do.

Work was fine. There was more kerfluffle about the stats/report, which I was involved in mostly in a 'lending a listening ear' capacity. I do live for the drama. But at some point I totally lost the thread and I think several of the people involved just decided 'it's not worth it, whatever' and it blew over quickly.

I did some more video editing, which was satisfying. The thing is that it takes so long to start, in two senses: to work through my inertia about starting and then literally to start because so far this cycle I've had to restart the computer at least once every session within the first two steps of the process.

Thinking about stuff just makes me intimidated by everything. So much to do. Well, it is late again and I need to shower. Then return t bed.