October 17: Note

[kinetic_elaboration]

Aaah I’m so tired! And it’s late and I need to get to bed. I didn’t do all the things I intended to do with this evening and I feel somewhat guilty about that but I did some things and I also I enjoyed myself.

I just don’t want to sleep through half the day tomorrow because then where will I be. UGH. Too many things to do and I actually do want to do them! But, consider: cozy couch.

I left work early today because all the offices closed early for homecoming. (Technically the library was open because “we’re not an office we provide a SERVICE”–but I personally work in an office lol and I cannot be tied down.) The parade was being staged in a different area than usual, which is to say it got in my way, so I went to a different coffee shop. It was nice but it didn’t have that ‘Friday afternoon feel’ that I am accustomed to and was looking for. And I don’t have that many left before it gets too dark! I did some writing that was actually useful, maybe–I’ve been trying to think of what projects I want to jettison and/or push to complete, if that’s even possible, and was working out my feelings on one.

I’ve really turned a corner into 'so tired I could fall asleep here.’ Understandable! But I still feel like it crept up on me and caught me unawares.