October 11: Note

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Spent most of today resting and avoiding–typical Saturday at home behavior. And I don’t even care! I mean I don’t have anything to say currently and I still (still!) need to shower.

But, like, next week is going to be so busy, probably. I don’t even want to think about it. So much to do.

What I really should be doing is writing, which is one of the things I’ve been avoiding today for no particular reason. Like do I want to do it? Yes. Do I find reasons not to? Also yes.

I don’t know, I’m not even mad at myself. Might as well take the luxury of times I can just fuck around and maybe not even find out.

I feel like every time I think I need to have a busy catching up with things weekend, I don’t really–this weekend it’s partly that I forgot some things I was going to do, partly because some plans changed, partly NYCC, and partly, I don’t know, laziness? And not having a decided plan, too.

And I don’t have one for tomorrow either! Would like to write. Might go out if it’s not raining. Should do some more cleaning up.