October 9: Another Note

[kinetic_elaboration]

I am so tired, the only reason I’m not asleep right now is I still need to shower and I’m putting it off. I continue to know things about myself (how much easier life is when I shower as soon as I get home, for example) and yet not implement them into my life.

I took a long nap after work, the kind that completely disoriented me. I woke up simultaneously knowing that it was a nap (still wearing t-shirt from work) and thinking it was the morning, like oh fuck, did I sleep through the whole night? I didn’t, but still.

Since then, I’ve just been kind of… slowly doing the bare minimum stuff. I am dragging my ass into this weekend, fr. I have the usual Ton of Stuff to do with the two days and a change that constitute my weekend and, as per usual, I feel like it’ll probably be fine, because it’s two whole days! I just want to get there. Tomorrow, work is going to be lame. A lot of people will be out, I’m basically through with the ‘easy backlog’ and will probably have to do tasks I don’t want to do, and it’s Friday, and even though this was a short week for me following a vacation, I also really don’t care about anything. So. Hmmm. The pattern continues I suppose.