October 6: Return

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Spent the morning traveling by train and the afternoon basically doing nothing, and the only thing I accomplished was quasi-unpacking and starting to make a list. And that’s okay! Because tomorrow I have to go to work and it’s gonna be a very long day.

That doesn’t seem real to me at all, going back to work. But, I wouldn’t really know what to do with myself if I were here, overwhelmed by the trashed place I left behind when I scuttled off to Europe for almost 2 weeks. I definitely need to… give myself the time I need to sort through the tasks and then actually do the tasks. I want to do thing methodically. I want to throw myself into fixing everything. I don’t even know.

So I don’t hate the concept of getting outta here tomorrow. But I do hate the concept of getting up early. BOO.

I just feel out of it. And really, really tired. I still need to shower and then I just want to get to bed and sort the rest out tomorrow.