September 8: Fall

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Sigh. This morning it was actually crisp and nice out (still not hoodie weather, but like definitely comfortable outdoors weather! And I probably would have wanted something warmer if I’d been sitting outside or something) and after work, though it was decidedly warmer, it didn’t feel like overwhelming, brutal, humid summer. I walked all the way out to the farther bus stop, and it felt really nice. Beautiful weather. A lot of people because that stop is closer to main campus and school has started. Real beginning of the season stuff.

I feel kinda disconnected from fall otherwise though. Not prepared. Not ready! Not ready! I feel like I need some kind of Reset but I’m not sure how to achieve that and it frustrates me. Like, other than just be a better and/or different person I guess! There is no magic answer. Like right now I feel like, oh, if I just had a space of time… self, that’s what the last two days were, for serious.

Anyway, I want more crisp fall air and to feel refreshed and strong and capable. And organized! Etc.