August 23: Note

[kinetic_elaboration]

I have no particular creative force currently nor anything to say about my day. I’ve been resting. I don’t feel like being introspective and I probably could be doing/could have done things to feel better but…eh. I should be going back to sleep. After this week, I’m not especially surprised I took a day of vegetation as I sometimes do. But still. I need to be more focused tomorrow. There’s a fine line between rest and uggggghh.

I actually do think that some of my thoughts can probably only be gotten down in a cafe time scenario: away from screens, away from distractions, with some fresh air and some clarity. But I don’t think I’ll have the opportunity to do that tomorrow because I have laundry and other chores and so on to do. I’d be lucky to write–which is something that I would like to do but that also feels miles away from me. I don’t know. It’s all very tangled up.