April 22: Another Day

[kinetic_elaboration]

This day dragged on so fucking long, until the last couple of hours when I decided I’d done enough work (true) and just chatted with people. The students are having drama again. I wish they had a newspaper so I could read about it there and then the library could archive it for all eternity. I also got myself a smoothie (to make myself feel better) and drank it in a reasonable manner to avoid brain freeze.

I had these ideas about like reading and gentle productivity after work but I was so tired I just had a long nap and a bunch of weird, not necessarily bad, dreams that I don’t remember at all anymore.

I’ve been very hungry, or at least like very desirous of eating, and I don’t know if this is actual hunger or just like some kind of other mood. But at any rate tomorrow there is a food truck and this is going to be 80% of why I wake up in the morning and actually go to work.

I really feel like I need a day where I just lie in bed. It probably wouldn’t even be a full day and it wouldn’t like fix me or anything but that’s what I desire. It feels like a prerequisite to anything else.