August 14: Note

[kinetic_elaboration]

I have become too sleepy for writing, which is Unfortunate, though also–my own fault.

I did a lot today at work and am proud of myself for that. I’m practicing being proud of myself instead of only thinking of things I haven’t done or need to do or whatever; there are always more of those.

But now I am very tired. I’d like to write, in general, I’d like to have written–I feel like I have been sort of brewing with feelings and ideas but then I don’t notice when they’re at the right boiling point and so they boil too long and then boil away.

Aaaah! Anyway. Tomorrow is functionally a half-day at work, and then, train ride. I hope I sleep through a lot of it and suspect I will, but hopefully I haven’t jinxed myself there.