August 2: Saturday Thoughts

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Had sort of a weird day today, not bad, but now I don’t feel like being introspective. I feel like doing everything I have to do and then just zoning out a bit/resting and then going to bed.

I had plans to hang out with B today but we had to push them back a few hours, which left me with this weird chunk of time that I wasn’t sure how to use. So I did a bit of random cleaning, and started planning out a blanket to sew together (didn’t get very far though). Then he was able to come over and we hung out for a few hours. I finally got him to watch Hell or High Water, and we spent some time talking, too. I feel like I ranted a lot about random shit and it was probably annoying.

This is a really nice weekend weather-wise for me to just be in my apartment but, I don’t know, I don’t really have time tomorrow to go out because I need to do laundry. I would like to write some as well. Really should write, because I’ve been itching for it.

If I had known when B would come over I could have gone out earlier and come back, but I didn’t have enough information to plan that well…

Sigh. I have a lot of weird energy right now, like–I want to do something, I don’t want to do anything, I want to sleep, I’m pretty awake. My brain just keeps flitting around. I feel like concentrating on one thing would probably help but I cannot possibly do that. But also it’s somehow 10pm so I could also just… go to sleep early.