July 28: Short Note

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I’ve been writing fic the last couple of days so today, just a boring note about me. I’ve been feeling various levels of anxiety for a lot of today, and I think that’s kinda just going to be the case for a bit, until I make progress on its underlying sources. I had a lot of time at work to stew helplessly–actually to get distracted by a non-problem, is what really was the case–because it’s a quiet sort of week. I just… want to be productive. I hate feeling like I’m scrabbling up a hill all the time and nothing actually happens.

But also even when I do get things done, I never fully acknowledge them, which is something else I’m trying to work on. Easier said than done.

Among my goals tomorrow is going to sleep earlier. Ha!

Now I need to shower.