June 15: Return

[kinetic_elaboration]

Ugggghhhhhh. Train was 90 minutes late getting in and now it’s late, I’m eating random leftovers out of my fridge like a forest animal, and I still need to shower. I feel a full on hot mess and I’m trying to tell myself that I literally cannot be normal or reasonable about anything right now. I just gotta get to sleep as soon as possible and be generally forgiving of myself.

I did have a really good weekend though. And I got a lot of good sleep Saturday into Sunday so maybe I’ll still feel okay tomorrow despite this later than desired bedtime.

I got some more reading done in Forster’s Aspects of the Novel, so now I’ve read the first three chapters, through the first lecture on characters. I feel like it’s giving me some interesting thoughts, though reading it on this latest train ride was a little harder–though because of the train ride, not the book. I’m just letting it sink in for now, so I can turn it all about in my head later.