June 10: Tuesday

[kinetic_elaboration]

I feel like I have been very useless today but I guess that isn’t technically true. Definitely up too late though. (Screams into the void forever.) It’s like I do something well, one day, and then I’m like, nah, I don’t need to do that again. As if I did not know what the definition of a habit is. Or how to form them.

I was going to go grocery shopping after work but there was a bus kerfluffle, by which I mean I missed the bus and it was kinda my fault tinged with some bad luck, so I did not. And then I had no plans for the day so I just like ‘fuck it I guess.’ And now I have to go shopping tomorrow which is sort of unfortunate, but there we are. A quick slide into the end of the week from there.

I remembered today that I was collecting all my reading notes into a separate reading diary document of sorts and so I did a bit more of that. I’m almost caught up. As with so many other things I’ve worked on in bits and pieces or contributed to in bits and pieces over a long period, it’s actually added up to a lot of words, a lot of pages. Something something about a lesson in being slow and steady but I don’t know what it is.