June 8: Sunday

[kinetic_elaboration]

Accomplished the bare minimum today and I guess this weekend as a whole. Disappointing. I did do my laundry, except I didn’t wash my sheets, in part because the laundry room was so gross but also in part because I didn’t want to. It felt less urgent. I feel like I’m entering a Lazy Period. I want to snap out of it but don’t know how. I’m not sad or unhappy, I just… want to laze around. And I took that vacation and everything lol.

I do NOT want to go to work tomorrow but I think the last two days have shown I can’t really be trusted at home, so maybe it’s for the best. I’m worried about everything I have to do and should be doing this week. It’s more than I want to deal with. And I just don’t really trust myself very much right now. Would that I did.

And I still can’t find my knitting needles, and I’m still scared of this fic I should be writing, and I still need to take a shower.