June 6: Friday

[kinetic_elaboration]

Finished off my not very productive week with a not very productive Friday. Ah well. Whatever. I did spend some time outside after work, drinking coffee, eating a pastry, and working on some writing notes–just planning for the sake of planning, really. Which is fun and leads me away from anything anxiety producing. Lately I’ve been looking a lot more at my old projects, I guess just to remember the somehow pleasant feeling of looking at lists of them. I have no particular plan to work on or go back to almost any of them. To even consider that would require making a lot more progress on the stuff I currently have on rotation…

But, I like imagining. In some ways it makes me feel inspired, but also, again, this week has not been terribly accomplished and so obviously I’m not actually that inspired in any useful way. All vibe, no substance.

I would like to go to sleep soon to have some chance of a decent weekend. Cleaning tomorrow, laundry, etc. And looking at my fic notes for this next project on the agenda. I will try writing it Sunday. I feel like writing this down is cursing me but maybe it’s more an accountability post. I do want to do the things. Right now I want to sleep.