May 25: Note Upon Return

[kinetic_elaboration]

I’ve been back home for about an hour, I’ve eaten, and I think I should go to bed soon. My thoughts are wondering, what if you were just anxious about things for no reason? what if you did some overthinking? And I say, what if I didn’t, though?

I had a good day today but I didn’t do any sleeping on the train and so the ride just felt so very long. I feel a little grungy as well. I’m glad I don’t have to go to work tomorrow. I can sort of slowly transition back to normal life. I just hope that I do spend the time being productive because there’s so much to do here at the apartment. A lot of stuff to clean up, unpacking to do, closet work still. Just a lot. I want to do it but if I’m not tunnel-vision'ed about it to some extent, I’ll just… not know where to begin.

I feel like I want to go to sleep early and then get up tomorrow and make some sort of List or something. Realistically it’s probably better to do things without a list because it might to overthinking and yet… it’s so tempting.